Self-portrait

Self-Portrait – A Journey of Looking Back at Myself Through Painting

In the history of art, the self-portrait in modern art has always held a special place. It is not merely a depiction of the artist’s face, but a doorway into the inner world – a meeting point of emotions, reflections, and lived experiences. For me, the contemporary self-portrait is a silent dialogue with myself – at once sincere, demanding, and filled with an unceasing desire for creation.

Self-Portrait in Vietnamese Lacquer Painting and Oil Painting

Throughout my artistic journey of self-discovery, I have experimented with self-portraiture in different mediums. With oil painting, I found freedom and boldness in color composition, a daring energy in brushstrokes. The self-portrait often emerges with strong, sometimes distorted, exaggerated features – as though exposing the raw and uneasy corners of the inner self.

In contrast, with Vietnamese lacquer painting, I chose another path. Lacquer demands patience and contemplation; each layer of black lacquer, silver leaf, or eggshell is applied and gradually polished, echoing the process of introspection. Thus, the lacquer self-portrait becomes a distillation – memories crystallized through time. This comparison between oil painting vs lacquer painting highlights not only differences in technique, but also in how the artist confronts the self.

Self-Portrait – A Symphony of Emotions and Memories

In my self-portrait works, I do not merely aim to capture outward appearance, but more importantly, to reflect the “spirit” – the contemplations on art, on life, and on the destiny of being an artist. Every gaze, line, and color field is a fusion of reality and symbol.

Some portraits depict the artist facing the canvas – as if questioning oneself in that very moment. Others bring together the image of the painter alongside tubes of color, brushes, and even a familiar companion: the cat – a symbol of intimacy in daily life, yet carrying quiet philosophical undertones.

The Meaning of Self-Portrait in My Creative Journey

For me, painting self-portraits is a way of recording the milestones of creation. Each piece marks a stage – reflecting the mindset, emotions, and thoughts of its time. Looking back at these portraits, I clearly see the transformation: from the innocence of early attempts, to deep contemplation and stillness, then toward a freer, bolder expression.

The self-portrait, therefore, is not only “me” within art, but also “me” in the flow of memory, of creativity, and of life itself.